Monday, September 23, 2013

January 2009

January 11, 2009
Just the thing
for another snowbound day.  
What these forms of pain have in common is the feeling of loss, of negation.  The pain of the soul is about something that is not present, has not existed, nor could have existed.  Just as ignorance in some cases can sharpen our judgment because we approach questions with an undistracted mind, without preconceived notions, a kind of elementary innocence can protect us from the pain of the soul.  One who has not understood life's opportunities cannot grieve upon having lost them.
In that sense, pain of the soul belongs to the enlightened.  
              Lars Gustafsson, "Time, Pain and Loss," Grey Hope. ed. Sigrid Sandström, Atopia Project #4,66.
January 11                        Black Sun
And a good essay in the same collection on Beckett and Bernhard, "those pessimists," concludes
          Is this what characterizes the literary--that language does not reconcile, but rather carries traces of darkness and pain?  That the crypt can never be cleared out through mania, but continues as a melancholic remnant--a cipher that characterizes all poetic language.
                Daniel Birnbaum & Anders Olsson, 1992
January 12       Slumdogs and other dogs
Earlier this week I read Aravind Adiga's 2008 Man Booker Prize winning novel White Tiger.  Terrible book.  Pitched at ruling class guilt and "postcolonial anxieties."  More shallow a portrait of class, poverty and the desperation of both than a comic book would have provided.  Cold and cruel.  Funny in a silly way.  Kitsch savagery.  
Last night we saw Slumdog Millionaire and that shows all the more how cynical a calculated "prize winner" White Tiger is.  Slumdog deserves all the rave reviews it is getting.  Warm and complex.  Tells the same old fairy tale about beating the odds and getting both the money and the lady, but does so in order to take us into the human heart.  
And yet White Tiger is being promoted.  All English professors in America a few months ago got a letter from Simon & Schuster's touting the value of this novel.
"The entire freshman class of Georgetown University is reading this book next year." 
My estimation of Georgetown has just plummeted.   

January 14      Five, Seven, Nay Eleven Stars
Alexander Theroux's    Laura Warholic
Just posted this review on Amazon and Goodreads
Count me in with the five star reviewers. This is a magnificent, sweet, sad, terribly moving and incredibly satisfying book. Astonishing achievement. Never once looked at a dictionary---just let the verbal hyper-abundance wash me over into bliss. Maximalist beckettianism. Nah, that's not it. Just impossible to encapsulate and convey. A comic book blown apart into an epic pop romance meditation. Theroux ponders and pontificates and rants and satirizes and romances the reader with the most reading fun I've had in years. Nothing at all like it----which is a wonderful thing.


January 29, 2009          Updike?
WEDS 
snow day. OFF  hooray.  no Prizes class. 
I can't figure out what I have to say or feel about Updike.  Admire his productivity and general quality.  Always a bit amazed and put off by the lapidary prose style----sometimes show offey?  so often superb.   Maybe he got overshadowed by Mailer and the other new yorkers he so aspired to run with and succeeded.  I remember reading Rabbit Runs my sophomore year---and I almost knew then but not quite that I was just five or so years too young to really get what all the excitement was about.    Which maybe is how Updike always struck me----as much as I wanted to be a fan I never really got so excited by his work that it ever seemed essential---to me---to keep up with it.   Always felt like there was a coolness to it that kept me off.  And the sexuality was somehow "available" to him as a Protestant writer as it never was to "us Catholics."  And the suburban aesthetics/ethics ---westchester county? was yet another alien country to me.  
 Urbane.  The consummate newyorker writer of his generation??  The old new yorker----of William Shawn and his circle.   Not as warm as Cheever was.  Maybe better though?   In some ways.  But then again maybe not.  
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took the car down to the garage downtown---KTM's Kevin bought the biz from Chris Clarke.  Brian has same affect as Casey---decided it is generational----

Drove  Joe's car  this morning to see Dr Chung.  He agreed with me that the red eye thing was a little sub-cutaneous vessel rupture.  No worry, nothing to do for it.  Ben has almost all the wallpaper stripped off the hallway.  Paint it next week.  Brandeis is selling the whole Rose Museum collection.  Wow.  They must be in deep debt doo-doo.  Shame.  It is the only such collection of Good contemporary art in New England.  

February 2009

February 12      Memoir Fantasies
I've been thinking this week of writing a memoir of life in a 60s commune. It might give me a thread on which to start stringing some tales and anecdotes. So I've started to look around to see how many have actually been published. Looks like two or three on Amazon in addition to Boyle's novel Drop City.
This is probably because I'm deep into Doris Lessing's novel "The Good Terrorist." She describes a radical group who are living in a squat in London. My memoir would be fake, imaginary, maybe a little political, not so much druggy as idealistic, not to say naive.

February 15     Day Off
Yesterday by myself in Boston. Bad lunch on Newbury at Bouchée. Bought books and magz at Trident and Borders. Saw Joanne Mattera's encaustic pieces at the Arden and good stuff as always by Bernd Haussmann at the Chase. Lots of empty store fronts on the street but people out in the sunlight as though nothing has happened. Got out to Waltham and got lost but got to the Rose about forty minutes before it closed. Asking for directions I chanced into a chat with a guy who works in the president's office at Brandeis. I said Listen, I hope it is not true that you are getting ride of the Rose. He said, Well, & shook his head, hand leaning on my car door, the window of the passenger side down. That was a Hoorrrible news item I said, about the closing. The light changed and I said I had to go. But at least I hope I got some sort of message sent into the president's office. At the Rose itself the front windows were plastered with protests signs by the students complaining that the president was selling the soul of the place for fast cash. Best protest sign---'ATM" in big red letters right over the front door.

February 16       What do I know?
Maybe the art collection at Brandeis is really not that great? In the art world, the collecting world, could be that it is a fairly mediocre collection. Just don't know.

February 19                                                 Barthelme and Beckett
Now that I am back to Beckett I took special interest in Louis Menand's piece in this week's New Yorker on Donald Barthelme. Seems DB felt that he was working under the influence of Beckett, extending, expanding, developing from what Beckett had started and accomplished. Menand makes clear (reviewing Tracy Daugherty's new biography) that Barthelme got permission from his readings of Beckett to experiment with prose collage as he did in his own work. Lucid Menand look at how much Barthelme worked with the visual artists of the day---Rauschenberg in particular. But by the end of the article I was not at all clear that Barthelme's sense of prose was really under the inspiration of Beckett. What that would be I'm not yet sure. Somehow I wonder whether what Beckett found to do with language (and feeling + some thought) is necessarily echoed in collagist writing. But then what is? Perhaps anything could be. Perhaps not. (Just learned that "perhaps" was a favorite word for Beckett.)

February 24     winter goes on
Strange sense of time warp all day today. Heavy snow last night, so there's that. We're still in Winter even though the slant of the sunlight every day sings more and more Spring Spring Spring (Cole Porter version, if it exists).
The Oscars last night. Weird show, also a bit time warpy?
And this evening after skimming more of Susan Cheever's memoir I finished Doris Lessing's novel The Good Terrorist. Liked it a lot but by the end I wondered if I had not read it years ago. It is from 1985. Could be that she just captures that period so well----IRA bombings in London. She captures well I think how an odd group of young misfits could end up bombing the front of a big hotel, rather like what happened in Mumbai a few months ago. Differing ideological fogs perhaps but her novel would say, well, but the interior psychological weather at work within terrorists may not be as different from culture to culture as we might at first assume. Lessing's treatment of her characters, their motives, is as subtle and complex as any "post-modernist fabulist" would want yet she writes firmly within the tradition of literary realism. Psychological realism without any doctrines or guiding dogmas---at least none detectable.
The result is not a tragic novel but a moving and sad one. Lessing manages to make us sympathetic with this cluster (these days we would use the more hip term "clusterf*ck" of spoiled middle class revolutionaries and fully exasperated with them at the same time. I can hear her saying, well, yes, that is the point of "realism" in the first place, isn't it? Make sure you look up the video on YouTube of hearing the news that she has won the Nobel Prize---after all these years. "Oh, Christ," she says, walking from a cab to her front door as a group of reporters tells her.
John Lukacs, my history prof from freshman year at LaSalle, has a new book out this month. Ordered it. Continues his memoir. A reprint, I found out on Amazon, of his earlier book, "Confessions of an Original Sinner," has a striking photo of himself as a young man, maybe early to mid-thirties, probably soon after he arrived in this country from Hungary? I did not know until I looked at his Wikipedia article that he had had to work in a Hungarian labor battalion for converted Jews because his mother was Jewish. I did know he had deserted the Hungarian army to get out before the Russians arrived and managed to get to the States.
His book is called Last Rites.


February 24      Beckett comments on today's market and the banks
It's the old story, they want to be entertained, while doing their dirty work, no, not entertained, soothed, no, that's not it either, solaced, no, even less, no matter, with the result they achieve nothing, neither what they want, without knowing exactly what, nor the obscure infamy to which they are committed, the old story. You wouldn't think it was the same gang a a moment ago, or would you? What can you expect, they don't know who they are either, nor where they are, nor what they're doing, nor why everything is going so badly, so abominably badly, that must be it. So they build up hypotheses that collapse on top of one another, it's human, a lobster couldn't do it. Ah a nice mess we're in, the whole pack of us, is it possible we're all in the same boat, no, we're in a nice mess each one in his own peculiar way.
The Unnamable 372

February 25       just how dire things have gotten
In Wal Mart this afternoon I checked out the new issue of GQ.
The extent of our economic crisis hit home within the first twenty pages.
A whole page, color photos, devoted to telling us that could shine our own shoes.
Also noted that short sleeve shirts are now in stock. I read the
opening page of Danielle Steele's new book.
Found out too, in N Geo, that a better light bulb than the current florescent things which give a terrible light and use dangerous mercury that you know too many people will release by breaking the things, is coming. The LED bulb.
February 26     Larry Poons Talks About Art
an interview with Robert Ayers.
When Larry Poons left high school in 1955 his ambition was to become a composer. Despite his art teacher telling him he could “do something in art,” he was convinced that he couldn’t draw and decided to attend the New England Conservatory of Music. It was while he was there that he began to take his painting more seriously, and he enrolled at the School of the Museum of Fine Arts, Boston.  He had his first New York exhibit at the Green Gallery in 1963 and has enjoyed widespread artistic and critical respect ever since. He first came to attention with a series of vividly colored pictures that he now refers to as “dot paintings,” and then – as his art was drawn further into the discourse being developed by Clement Greenberg and other formalist writers – he made a sequence of radical “throw paintings” in which the physical substance of paint, and its natural properties of running, dripping, and congealing, seemed to be the art’s content.


Poon: Paintings are mistakes. You put a mark on a canvas, and it’s a mistake. Of course it’s a mistake, otherwise it would be wonderful, because it would be finished. But it’s not. After maybe 50 or 60,000 mistakes, you give up. Like Leonardo said, “Works of art aren’t finished, they’re abandoned.” That’s absolutely true, art is never finished. People say, “Oh, that’s a nice romantic thing to say.” But it’s not romantic. It’s like saying that physics can be finished. Real art is never finished. With applied art at least you can say, “OK. You’ve learnt this lesson.” Illustration doesn’t even get into this no-man’s land. But that’s the only place that art lives, if it’s any good.
Read the interview in its entirety on Robert Ayers’ blog, A sky filled with Shooting Stars.
via Poons, Letting it Rip « Slow Muse.

Poons has a show at the Danese Gallery in New York (until March 14).

March 2009

March 3, 2009  Updike's Shiv?
Updike's review of the new Cheever bio.  Updike dismisses Cheever rather wearily---he hated himself and never knew how to be happy and came late to realize he was gay and the biographer is hardworking and the book is tedious.  Updike doesn't sound very happy nor nuanced about either book or subject.  Might well have been pretty low on energy if this is one of the last things he wrote.  I did not realize that there had been an earlier bio of Cheever by Scott Donaldson.  Updike is pretty hard-edged and snappy in his dismissal of Cheever.  Maybe that is the key to why I've never taken to Updike all that much.  And he was a generation 20?years younger than Cheever---perfect for the generational divide and conflict.  
also read the McEwan article on Updike in New York Review of Books recently--
wrote to Phil about these both--

just finished the McE piece on Updike & Updike's (last?) piece in this week's new yorker, on biography of Cheever.  McEwan was very generous with Updike and amazingly detailed.  how did he do that?  did he havethe piece in his drawer for many years or did he take a week to pull the books off the shelves and find a key passage or two??
Wish Updike had been as generous on the biography of Cheever---sounds like a plodding piece of workbut there still sounded  like a techy attitude on Cheever--maybe just a generationalist difference---sort of like Updike fighting with his "father" -- 20 years difference in their ages---
in his reply Phil makes fascinating point about Updike always having a "shiv" in his work---

Just before getting yr email, I finished the Updike review of the Bailey biography of Cheever.   You mention the lack of generosity in Updike's review.  I often get the feeling that there's a shiv hidden in Updike's writing.  His portraits seem to be balanced and fair, adding the bad to the good, but the bad always seems a little more weighty than the good.  So, in the end, I get the sense of a hidden knife with a poisoned tip. 

What struck me about McEwan's view was how religious he thought Updike's essential vision was.  I'm not sure McEwan was right about that.  Yes, Updike liked to see the universal in the particular, but I don't think that always added up to a religious sensibility.  Does McEwan have a religious sensibility?  I think not.  So McEwan's piece shows, I think, how Brits view - and misconstrue - Americans.  Still, I was particularly struck by the assessment of a church as "a serious place."  I had never thought of a church in that way.  I had always thought of churches as quite the opposite.  But I can see how one might find them "serious."
My thinking then went back over the Updike review & I thought maybe I had found the shiv---or one of them--

Phil has an interesting comment on Updike, that he always has a shiv (didn't know what that was until context explained it) and here is one of those shivs in Updike's review essay on Cheever.  I mean he could have mentioned Cheever's struggle with sexuality in passing but instead he ends the whole piece with it--a long discussion--and earlier sets it up with this pointed comment---why "acolytes" and why know about Max's work now as a technical writer??  put-down is why---of both the acolyte and the priest---

Max Zimmer, the chief of the male acolytes and servitors brought into Cheever’s life by his belated homosexual acknowledgment and by his gradually increasing debility, said at the time, “If there’s someone who never loved himself, it was John.” Twenty-five years later, Max, married and with a family, and having turned his literary ambitions into a livelihood as a technical writer, summed up his former mentor:
         "He was extraordinarily blessed by anyone’s standards . . . but he liked to say that all he had in life was an old dog. There was his despair. And then there was his inability to comprehend the despair and self-negation he inflicted on others. "
March 3, 2009   The Fun of the Weeping Eye  --  Beckett and Poons
I'm trying to figure out Beckett by looking at the recent paintings by Larry Poons.  He has a wonderful new show at Danese Gallery.    My suggestion of the moment is that one or more of Poons' paintings serve as the scene for one of Beckett's plays.  Or his novels.  His work in general.  

Here is a discussion of Beckett from Deborah Barlow's site  Slow Muse
Is Endgame too bleak for these times? Well, maybe. But it is also hauntingly exacting in its archetypal austerity. And for me personally, it is a default measuring device for how the force fields of my life have shifted. I first saw it performed in the 60s in San Francisco during a time when life as we knew it was being ripped open and replaced with an unleashed wild energy of change. That shift was intoxicating, exciting and personal, and Beckett was a clarion reminder of the profundity of the revolution at hand. Or so it seemed to a wide eyed, teenaged idealist.
Twenty years later in Cambridge, the center of gravity of my life had turned domestic, having just had three children in three years (and yes, we did finally figure out what was causing that.) At that point in my life, the existential angst of Endgame felt more theatrical than a desperate call from an inchoate world consciousness.
Now, 25 years after that viewing, I watched the play last night and felt as though I had circled back into a world where catastrophic change is rampant and ubiquitous, where the unknowns are winning out against the knowns. Bleak and intense, Endgame has proven itself to be a play for all seasons—certainly in my life anyway.
A few excellent quotes on Beckett are provided below thanks to the dramaturgy work of ART’s Heidi Nelson:
One has to give up the comfort or security of a single interpretation of Endgame, recognizing that the play does not work towards the clarification of meaning but, rather, towards the clarification of the impossibility of meaning.

Beckett’s unequivocal refusal to discuss his plays, clarify intentions or comment upon the meaning of his work must derivce from his own awareness that the significance of his dramas depends upon their exercise of indeterminacies, not from their representation of experience that can be translated into interpretations of human behavior. The radical simplicity of the environments he creates and the ambiguous nature of the time he imitates force his spectators to confront the very uncertainties that plague the minds of his characters.
—Charles R. Lyons
At the root of his art was a philosophy of the deepest yet most courageous pessimism, exploring man’s relationship with his God. With Beckett, one searched for hope amid despair and continued living with a kind of stoicism.
—Mel Gussow

I suppose many would say that these paintings are far too bright and joyful to serve as the scene for Beckett's plays. But I am especially taken with the words Lyons uses above.
Beckett’s unequivocal refusal to discuss his plays, clarify intentions or comment upon the meaning of his work must derivce from his own awareness that the significance of his dramas depends upon their exercise of indeterminacies, not from their representation of experience that can be translated into interpretations of human behavior. The radical simplicity of the environments he creates and the ambiguous nature of the time he imitates force his spectators to confront the very uncertainties that plague the minds of his characters.
Is it too much of a stretch to say that Poons creates a visual simplicity through complexity, ambiguity and indeterminacies.  The colors vibrate, move, but there is no clear image, no formal composition to speak of;  Poons speaks of his process as the art of the mistake.  

Paintings are mistakes. You put a mark on a canvas, and it’s a mistake. Of course it’s a mistake, otherwise it would be wonderful, because it would be finished. But it’s not. After maybe 50 or 60,000 mistakes, you give up. Like Leonardo said, “Works of art aren’t finished, they’re abandoned.” That’s absolutely true, art is never finished. People say, “Oh, that’s a nice romantic thing to say.” But it’s not romantic. It’s like saying that physics can be finished. Real art is never finished. With applied art at least you can say, “OK. You’ve learnt this lesson.” Illustration doesn’t even get into this no-man’s land. But that’s the only place that art lives, if it’s any good. 
And in this next passage---could this be a description of what it is to try to read Beckett?

You sense it. Very quickly you reach a wall of impenetrability. It’s like you’re reading words and there’s nothing there. You can’t penetrate it. And then you do - not all at once, but maybe in a week, or a year, or ten years, and when you do, when it finally pours over you, it’s just like anything else in art that you are really moved by. When stuff resonates with you, then you’ve got a Bach or a Schuman or a Brahms.  You’ve got one of them. 
I'm trying, maybe too hard, to use Poons work to figure out whether I really like Beckett or just think I should like him.  For the moment I like this notion, that Poons is painting he perfect "scrims" for any and all productions of Beckett's words.  Beckett loves sounds and loves silence.  He reduces voice to "minimalist" extremes.  Poons does something similar in paint, trying to  use only color to generate resonant light.

Almost every time I come back to one of these new pictures, I almost don’t remember it. It looks different every time. I don’t understand it. We’ll, I do understand it because I see it, and seeing is understanding when we’re talking about painting. There’s no gap between seeing and understanding. 




When you’re painting, then you’ve got nothing to paint until there’s something there, that first mistake. But once you see something - you’ll see a flow or a shape - ­then that’s what you’re painting, and that’s where paintings come from. And you just try to make them real. And they’re real when they look like they’ve been done all at once. When something happens so that everything that I’ve been looking at in the painting becomes something else very different. All of a sudden little things are visible, things that were invisible before, and the painting doesn’t look like it has a beginning or an end. Where did Cézanne begin a painting? Where did Titian start? You can’t tell. You just don’t see it. But in paintings that don’t arrive at this “colored moment,” you can always tell.  


Beckett's works have this sort of fluidity, don't they?  They change on us even as we try to read and re-read them to pin down what they mean and don't mean.  
Ah yes, there's great fun to be had from an eye, it weeps for the least little thing, a yes, a no, the yesses make it weep, the noes too, the perhapses particularly, with the result that the grounds for these staggering pronouncements do not always receive the attention they deserve.  (The Unnameable 373)
Is Poons painting the Color of the Perhapses?  In the dark foreground of their light is Beckett speaking their silence?

I'm trying to figure out Beckett by looking at the recent paintings by Larry Poons.  He has a wonderful new show at Danese Gallery.    My suggestion of the moment is that one or more of Poons' paintings serve as the scene for one of Beckett's plays.  Or his novels.  His work in general.  

Here is a discussion of Beckett from Deborah Barlow's site  Slow Muse
Is Endgame too bleak for these times? Well, maybe. But it is also hauntingly exacting in its archetypal austerity. And for me personally, it is a default measuring device for how the force fields of my life have shifted. I first saw it performed in the 60s in San Francisco during a time when life as we knew it was being ripped open and replaced with an unleashed wild energy of change. That shift was intoxicating, exciting and personal, and Beckett was a clarion reminder of the profundity of the revolution at hand. Or so it seemed to a wide eyed, teenaged idealist.
Twenty years later in Cambridge, the center of gravity of my life had turned domestic, having just had three children in three years (and yes, we did finally figure out what was causing that.) At that point in my life, the existential angst of Endgame felt more theatrical than a desperate call from an inchoate world consciousness.
Now, 25 years after that viewing, I watched the play last night and felt as though I had circled back into a world where catastrophic change is rampant and ubiquitous, where the unknowns are winning out against the knowns. Bleak and intense, Endgame has proven itself to be a play for all seasons—certainly in my life anyway.
A few excellent quotes on Beckett are provided below thanks to the dramaturgy work of ART’s Heidi Nelson:
One has to give up the comfort or security of a single interpretation of Endgame, recognizing that the play does not work towards the clarification of meaning but, rather, towards the clarification of the impossibility of meaning.

Beckett’s unequivocal refusal to discuss his plays, clarify intentions or comment upon the meaning of his work must derivce from his own awareness that the significance of his dramas depends upon their exercise of indeterminacies, not from their representation of experience that can be translated into interpretations of human behavior. The radical simplicity of the environments he creates and the ambiguous nature of the time he imitates force his spectators to confront the very uncertainties that plague the minds of his characters.
—Charles R. Lyons
At the root of his art was a philosophy of the deepest yet most courageous pessimism, exploring man’s relationship with his God. With Beckett, one searched for hope amid despair and continued living with a kind of stoicism.
—Mel Gussow

I suppose many would say that these paintings are far too bright and joyful to serve as the scene for Beckett's plays. But I am especially taken with the words Lyons uses above.
Beckett’s unequivocal refusal to discuss his plays, clarify intentions or comment upon the meaning of his work must derivce from his own awareness that the significance of his dramas depends upon their exercise of indeterminacies, not from their representation of experience that can be translated into interpretations of human behavior. The radical simplicity of the environments he creates and the ambiguous nature of the time he imitates force his spectators to confront the very uncertainties that plague the minds of his characters.
Is it too much of a stretch to say that Poons creates a visual simplicity through complexity, ambiguity and indeterminacies.  The colors vibrate, move, but there is no clear image, no formal composition to speak of;  Poons speaks of his process as the art of the mistake.  

Paintings are mistakes. You put a mark on a canvas, and it’s a mistake. Of course it’s a mistake, otherwise it would be wonderful, because it would be finished. But it’s not. After maybe 50 or 60,000 mistakes, you give up. Like Leonardo said, “Works of art aren’t finished, they’re abandoned.” That’s absolutely true, art is never finished. People say, “Oh, that’s a nice romantic thing to say.” But it’s not romantic. It’s like saying that physics can be finished. Real art is never finished. With applied art at least you can say, “OK. You’ve learnt this lesson.” Illustration doesn’t even get into this no-man’s land. But that’s the only place that art lives, if it’s any good. 
And in this next passage---could this be a description of what it is to try to read Beckett?

You sense it. Very quickly you reach a wall of impenetrability. It’s like you’re reading words and there’s nothing there. You can’t penetrate it. And then you do - not all at once, but maybe in a week, or a year, or ten years, and when you do, when it finally pours over you, it’s just like anything else in art that you are really moved by. When stuff resonates with you, then you’ve got a Bach or a Schuman or a Brahms.  You’ve got one of them. 
I'm trying, maybe too hard, to use Poons work to figure out whether I really like Beckett or just think I should like him.  For the moment I like this notion, that Poons is painting he perfect "scrims" for any and all productions of Beckett's words.  Beckett loves sounds and loves silence.  He reduces voice to "minimalist" extremes.  Poons does something similar in paint, trying to  use only color to generate resonant light.

Almost every time I come back to one of these new pictures, I almost don’t remember it. It looks different every time. I don’t understand it. We’ll, I do understand it because I see it, and seeing is understanding when we’re talking about painting. There’s no gap between seeing and understanding. 




When you’re painting, then you’ve got nothing to paint until there’s something there, that first mistake. But once you see something - you’ll see a flow or a shape - ­then that’s what you’re painting, and that’s where paintings come from. And you just try to make them real. And they’re real when they look like they’ve been done all at once. When something happens so that everything that I’ve been looking at in the painting becomes something else very different. All of a sudden little things are visible, things that were invisible before, and the painting doesn’t look like it has a beginning or an end. Where did Cézanne begin a painting? Where did Titian start? You can’t tell. You just don’t see it. But in paintings that don’t arrive at this “colored moment,” you can always tell.  


Beckett's works have this sort of fluidity, don't they?  They change on us even as we try to read and re-read them to pin down what they mean and don't mean.  
Ah yes, there's great fun to be had from an eye, it weeps for the least little thing, a yes, a no, the yesses make it weep, the noes too, the perhapses particularly, with the result that the grounds for these staggering pronouncements do not always receive the attention they deserve.  (The Unnameable 373)
Is Poons painting the Color of the Perhapses?  In the dark foreground of their light is Beckett speaking their silence?
March 8,  2009   Beckett  "All I Am Is Feeling"
"This academic madness"
Beckett's work — especially in the early years though no less even now, I would imagine — is often misinterpreted. Or, it seems possible to say, simply interpreted, the mis-being implicit regarding Beckett’s work; in one interview [...] asked what, if not a philosophical one, is his reason for writing, he responds I haven't the slightest idea. I'm no intellectual. All I am is feeling.
This sense of 'feeling' and not 'intellecting' is what always brings me back to Beckett's prose so strongly and deeply, at least regarding work from the Trilogy onward.
Named Tomorrow goes on to read Beckett's writing in accordance with this important apprehension. It reminds me of Beckett's admiration for the mystics. When asked in the same book as in the link what he thought of the essays and theses about his work, Beckett waved his hand: "This academic madness..."

March 27, 2009
Before the Computer
Before the computer I would wake up and write in my journal and read.Now I touch the keypad and fire up the screen and scanfor email and news and "news" of questionable value from the myriad of bookmarks and links.Linking has replaced contemplating. This morning I sent an Item about how celebs hire ghostwriters to keep them on Twitter to my own Twitter page as this mornings post.

Before, however, I was much more comfortable in my own skin, I knew myself better, I was more happily adjusted to hanging out with just me and my problems and motifs and imaginary complaints, my own interior landscape.Now I often wonder if I even know where that is, where I am.
And do I really want to know Craig185 got drunk on "Elvis Costellos" last night?  Or that the fake Christopher Walken has come up with another clever walkenesque walkenpercue?
We are indeed all living in Argentina after all.
March 29, 2009  Six Years
Before the computer I would wake up and write in my journal and read.Now I touch the keypad and fire up the screen and scanfor email and news and "news" of questionable value from the myriad of bookmarks and links.Linking has replaced contemplating. This morning I sent an Item about how celebs hire ghostwriters to keep them on Twitter to my own Twitter page as this mornings post.

Before, however, I was much more comfortable in my own skin, I knew myself better, I was more happily adjusted to hanging out with just me and my problems and motifs and imaginary complaints, my own interior landscape.Now I often wonder if I even know where that is, where I am.
And do I really want to know Craig185 got drunk on "Elvis Costellos" last night?  Or that the fake Christopher Walken has come up with another clever walkenesque walkenpercue?
We are indeed all living in Argentina after all.

April 2009

April 3, 2009    Diaz and Scibona
"The victim is always better because he is innocent."  On page one of Elfreide Jelinek's  Wonderful, Wonderful Times. 1980
Percival Everett published a novel called Erasure in 2001.  It is a brilliant & funny satire of the writing life and specifically of the prize giving that decorates the writing life.  The narrator, encouraged by his publisher to write something that will get more sales, tosses off a cheap-trick, confessional "ghetto memoir" and publishes it under a phony name to save his own integrity with himself.  Of course it wins the sales, wins the money, wins the tv spot appearance, and, ultimately, wins the bit lit'ry prize.  There is another twist I've left out so as not to totally spoil the plot for you.
I am a few pages shy of finishing Diaz's novel, Oscar Wao. At first I found it really cool, really hot and charming.  All that street language, all that jazzy Spanglish & Jersey/New York sweet-tough talk.  Springsteen back from a vacation in Santo Domingo with Beyonce. Or something.
Then the back stories kick in.  The horrors of the old Trujillo dictatorship that ravaged the island years ago--in the thirties, forties, fifties.  The lives of Wao's grandparents and parents.   All of it well-told, well-written.  The jivey language and cultural musicality moving us along with island rhythms and ghetto beat.
By the last two-thirds of the book we are back to the coming-of-age of Oscar and it feels like we are suddenly in a YA book.  Like now Diaz is competing with Katherine Min's immigrant childhood tale  Secondhand World.  Even after Rutgers and his first job teaching high school, Oscar remains a nerd until he goes back to the homey island and the question becomes (just like in Joe Meno's Hairstyles of the Damned, will our delayed nerd ever get laid?  
Do I care?  Not too much.  In spite of all this musical creole layering of voices, I lost interest.  No real concern for the characters.  And even worse, the horrors of the Trujillo period seem diminished or trivialized by being made the armature for the angst of the surburban fatboy.  
I wonder if Diaz had ever heard of Everett's book.  If he had read it, did he realize it was a satire?  Even worse, did he see it, any way, as a total recipe for the prize winning book?  It is as though Diaz read the "My Pafology" segment of Erasure and said, Hey, even if this is a satire it is still the way these books win prizes, so if I imitate this, I'll make it.  
And he did.  Pulitzer.  
How long will it take American fiction to move on beyond the tonimorrison template for the novel?  
Last spring Salvatore Scibona published his first novel with Greywolf, called The End.  A complex work, whatever else it may be doing, it does mark a subtle challenge to call an end to the "pafology" novel.  "What's it like to grow up under an ethnic curse, under the cloud of immigration memories, under the weight of minority understatus, oppressed any which way but up?"  Scibona tries to move way past that worn out model.  
I hope Diaz will read him.  
April 20, 2009   Dyer's Fun
Midway into the new book, Jeff in Venice, Death in Varanasi.  No way to convey how many delicious chuckles the book spreads out before you as you read along.  But here is an attempt to excerpt and spread the fun:
Jeff, our slacker, mid-40s, hero is high on bellinis and coke at the Venice Biennale art fair & now that he's gotten onto a party on a yacht he is in true heaven of cool dudeness  I guess---not Dyer's words those last---
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The night was thick with heat.  Unlike grass, cocaine did not enhance--or even lend itself to--the lyricism of the moment.  Still, he was thinking to himself over and over, if this is not my idea of a good time I don't know what is.  I am having an unbelievably fantastic time, he said to himself.  I am having the time of my fucking life!  The last six or however many hours it was were like a concentrated version of everything he had ever wanted from life.  What more could you want?  The thing about life is that you just don't know what's going to turn up, what's going to come your way. Christ, he had arrived at the Tom Hanks philosophy of life, part Forrest Gump and part Cast Away.  It was exciting, coke, but it didn't give you much in the way of profound thoughts, he thought.  The thing about Tom Hanks was that all his films, not all of them but the quintessential ones, were about wanting to get back home.  Saving Private Ryan, Cast Away and--this was the one that elevated the point to the level of universal truth--Apollo 13.  And that was their shortcoming, because life, at its best, was about wanting never to go home, even if that meant spinning off into outer space. 
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