Sunday, October 27, 2013

July 2013


J U L Y  2 0 1 3

ALREADY JULY 1 MONDAY  and I am just now at 3:47 noting the fact.
email from Phil and response---his quote from Montaigne
Great quote for sure.  

That eloquent chunk in my last email was stolen, alas, from Fernando Pessoa's "Book of Disquiet."  I read the passage about a minute after I got your email query about retirement and I just couldn't resist embedding it into my response to see if your suspicious hackles would rise and drive you to google a phrase so as
to track down the source.  Probably something I would do because of years of reading student prose and being hyper-alert to those shifts in style that are
just too good to be believable.

That's too bad to hear about Peg's neighborhood.  I have read about this reverse process around major cities---the burbs getting more dangerous while the
core gets gentified and safer.  Weird but another chapter in the subtle and not-so-subtle class warfare that shapes our overblown amalgam of nation-states.  

Your word by the way, "numbness" is a better version for these days for what Pessoa calls, by his translators, "tedium," which I assume works with the
early 20th C sense of aestheticism he would have been immersed in, in the Lisbon of 1920s.    The book is one of those trunks full of slips of paper that scholars
re-assembled after his death, like E Dickinson, so much is made of the claim he made that he had written a novel that wasn't a novel and a "factless autobiography," in other words a Modernist masterpiece that rivals Joyce's Ulysses.  Not sure if Pessoa knew about Joyce.  

Virginia's having a colonoscopy on Wednesday, so prep and follow-up will take my most of the week.  Last time she had a seizure and we're hoping
that won't happen this time because we think we worked out with the doctor how to avoid having the prep-cleanse wash out all the anti-seizure
medication she takes on a regular basis.  Fingers crossed.  Friends told us the other day that colonoscopies are way over-prescribed, so there's that
doubt too.  But she's worried because her sister had some recent cancer and someone else in the family had colon cancer, a generation back I think.  


On Jul 1, 2013, at 11:16 AM, "J. P. Jones" <jpjones33@hotmail.com> wrote:
Nice quote from M:  " To divert myself from troublesome fancy, it is but to run to my books; they presently fix me to them and drive the other out of my thoughts, and do not mutiny to see that I have recourse to them  for want of other more, real, natural, and lively conveniences; they always receive me with the same kindness. "  

Tuesday July 2
so yesterday I finished Cousineau's book on Pessoa.  wow such a terrific disappointment.  He has no feel for Pessoa's voice.  He treats the voice as simply both Soares and Pessoa, the author.  Makes no note of any instability between the voices, no awareness of the play of the voices, the texts, the words, the feelings.  It is as though he cannot even hear, that is feel, the quality of the book that makes it what it is. 
He runs it through his very fixed formalist/Girardist? sieve to worry about how it is unified and coherent even though it does not want to be coherent in the traditional ways usual for the novel when he wrote.  
The final chapter of the book is the most strange.  Twenty pages devoted to setting forth "the daedalus complex" a la Eliot's ideas about poetry, the Greek myths and Prufrock and Hamlet and then a final ten pages as a sort of footnote on Pessoa.  Feels like he had this potted lecture or essay on Daedalus and he wanted to use it somewhere  so he pasted it in to the book and applied it to Pessoa. 
I'm not being careful enough in my evaluation, of course.  Cousineau does good work throughout, lines up lots of apt citations and quotations.  It is the underlying way he seems to set up his whole project---anxiety about whether the work is a whole, whether it coheres.  He overuses the idea of reciprocity between elements.  I suppose this is the primary effect of explication and close reading---you've got to emphasize and find patterns of resonance and poetic linkage.  Linkages of every sort possible.  Which is fine.  That allows you to trace both the clear and the hidden, the underlined and the uncanny.  At various points I kept hearing Burke wanting to break in and burst out and say, Oh, for goodness sake, you do see that, but don't you see how the other way(s) are implicit as well???  Cousineau talks about hierarchy too and yet he really needs a short course in Burke's ways of working both the upward way and the downward way as moebietic mirrors of one another.  Or Mobieustic?  Both could be good terms!  Neither show up in Search. 
Anyway, I suppose I could write my own book about Disquiet and get better results that way.  I'm still reading it once through and I've not studied it in detail and depth as Cousineau has done.  I got to page 400 today.  I suppose I wouldn't want to study it, really.  Don't want to dissect it into a corpse, that old undergrad complaint.  But I do want to read some other commentary on it and not the recent book on Gender in Pessoa.  yawn.  
Who could write the INFP review of Pessoa?  without seeming an idiot about pop psychology.  Do literary critics take Myers-Briggs at all seriously?  Should they? 

Even without that one could have written the book with much more appreciation of how for Pessoa since feeling drives the other interior functions---dreaming, thought, memory and desire---the very nature of disquiet as a function of feeling is that it be as turbulent, shifting, modulated and constantly in process, nuanced, as weather itself.  There it is---Pessoa's great attention to the weather, ---to the sky, clouds, light, sun, rain, darkness, stars, shadow,--signals the driving nature of feeling as the primary interior state.  Doe Cousineau talk enough about the weather?  He talks too much about the static theater vs the Aristotelian dynamic theater and ignores what Pessoa himself talks about--the skies, the moods of weather and the moods Soares feels all the time. 

Weds July 3rd
Oh dear.  Started reading new copy of Cousineau's "After the Final No" about Beckett, liking it in contrast with the Pessoa book and I just looked it up on Goodreads only to find I gave it three stars June 18, 2009.  ooops
In some sort of obsessive summer loop about reading a book by Cousineau??
Garage door got installed.  Virginia got her colonoscopy done.  All clear.  We got up about 5 am to finish the whole "prep" clearing out.  I took three or four naps, I've lost count. 
Weather has cleared somewhat too.  Humidity very high most of the day but now at 5:30 it feels better.  Sunshine all day.  At last. 
On page 63 of An Unwritten Novel, Cousineau talks about Feeling in Pessoa.  In passing.  As part of the trio of events---sensing, dreaming, feeling and thinking.  Guess that is four.  Tomorrow is the 4th.  Then we go see Barb and Ed on Friday and Saturday. 
Just have to put the Cousineau "disappointment" behind me.
Gave into obsession today to buy some catalogues of Genevieve Asse's work.  Hmmm.  Might regret that too.  But that will be ok. 
More Pessoa books arrived today.  Guess I will be reading him for a while longer.  Disquiet feels too long again.  Time to take a break.  Where Soares describes dreaming I can fill in reading.  In fact doesn't he say as much somewhere, even while elsewhere he says he reads very little.  "Between" is the key term I would have used for a whole chapter in my book.  "Between" and "Confused"---he likes both of those words.  And it seems part of the "vision" of disquietude that he explore every sort of contradiction and paradox he can think of. 
Keep reading ten or twelve different books at a time.  That is my major way of dreaming all the time and of dreaming in full confusion as to who I am and what we are all about.
By the way, great column today on Gawker about the fluidity of sexuality and identity.  About time the pop sites catch up with Marjorie Garber's book of twenty? thirty? years ago.  Or rather about time the blog chat recycles all of it yet again.  No one mentions Garber of course, but the topic lends itself to constant recycling.  Underneath the official dogmas and propagandas.  How civilization works and unworks itself. 

Sunday 7 July evening
lovely day all around even after getting a little memory jolt on Facebook.  That damned Jack Foley re-appeared after all these years. 
here is "news" today on facebook that proves it is pure evil and yet again the world has gotten too small---

don't know if you recall, but the first year we had Bro Richard, Gerry M, as a teacher he had just come from St Johns prep (which you kindly drove me by) and all he talked about was what a wonderful student he had had there, John Foley, who was this amazingly gifted writer.  I wanted desperately to be like John Foley, to be as good a writer as John Foley, to just be as good as John Foley.  And basically that "tape loop" has been in my head my whole life.  Neurosis and its pleasures and all that.  

So this fucking morning on Facebook here is this exchange.  My spiritual advice Question to you is:  should I post the above paragraph in response to their shamelessly public display of back-slapping or should I hold my envious little tongue?

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Hey Brotha Richard/Gerry:

Great to hear from you! I yes'ed your request to be Facebook friends. If you are curious what I have been up to, check out my personal website http://jrfoley.com/. (Which I think can be reached directly from my Facebook page.)

Jack Foley
         
Gerry Molyneaux Hye,John, great to se that you are using using your creatuive writing and with clout. Is your play going to have more productiosn? Are you also still atv the Archives? I was down there in March doing research about the Peace Corps. The last time I saw you, we were celebrating my 25th year as a bnother. Last Saturday marked my60th. Keep in touch.
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John Foley Bro. Gerry, Your 25th was quite a memorable weekend. You just celebrated your 60th anniversary, which suggests, arithmetically, that you taught freshman English at St. John's 55 years ago! Ah well! I work at the Library of Congress (not the Archives) still, with no plans for retirement. (As I tell people who ask, I like income and I like paid vacations. I also want, not to retire, but to transition to another line of income-production involving writing which will allow me to stay in bed till 7:30 each morning.) "Jesus le Momo" has not had further productions to date, although I have submitted it to a couple of places. (My jrfoley.com website, if you have not seen it yet, features a video of the very best of 6 very good performances.) I am more interested, though, in getting productions for my full-length plays. (Plays are what I have focused on over the last dozen years, working in the DC-area Playwrights Forum; and I am now a member of the Dramatists Guild of America.) Currently my writing is the busiest ever: fine-tuning two plays "about" the last days of St. Augustine (though they are not really realistic plays); two novellas; and those are just my own projects. (I'm also assisting a cousin with a novel "about" late 16th century Ireland.) If you care to back-channel, my best email address is timwake73@hotmail.com. ("Timwake" is from "Tim Finnegans Wake.") -- Jack Foley

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came to same spiritual advice position Phil gave on my own--keep my tongue silent here
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Holdeth thy tongue, Sir Robert as nothing of worth is to be gained. You and I remember the near canonization of Foley, but no one else likely remembers or cares.   

A congressman from Florida by the name of Foley intrigued me several years ago.  He was thrown out of Congress for molesting male pages.  I thought he might be the same Foley, but when I googled that Foley he was obviously someone different.  He didn't grow up in DC, the son of a congressman as Bro R's Foley.  

Artaud was famous for his "theater of cruelty."  Odd that none of the reviewers mention this (although I didn't read every word of every review.)  As for this play, I can't decide if it has some merit or is just pretentious nonsense.  Certainly, the actors speaking in French argues for pretentiousness.   I may attend a performance to find out and will let you know my reaction.  At this point I suspect my review may cure you forever of any envious thoughts, but we shall see.

Other stuff:  I don't dance anymore, at least not "fast dancing" as practiced today because other people look silly and I have to assume I look the same.  So I went to a wedding last night and was the only person who didn't dance.  Ergo, I stood out in the crowd and didn't enjoy it at all.  How about you?  Do you still get out on the floor and wiggle your butt?   I certainly did for many, many years.  But not once in the past 25 or so years.

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well said, especially since it is the same advice I ended up giving myself.  Wasn't sure if his father was the congressman but that would explain the political themes (paranoia?) in some of the material he seems to have written.  And leaping onward I will suspect that the play has a good deal of pretentiousness.  Artaud now?  He was a '60s thing here so why bring him back now?  Foley seems to be still exorcising his own catholic themes---notre dame and st johns.  

Dancing.  Va always loved it a bit more than I did but we did cut a pretty good jitterbug in our day.  Last 15 years I was much less interested.  I think we did go to a wedding two years ago here and I remember distinctly giving a passing though to dancing and decided not to.  Especially then since it became clear that the event was featuring barn/square dancing in an organized fashion.  

Looser normal wedding I might, depending on who I knew, how inconspicuous I could be, how big the crowd etc etc.  Not something I would really look forward to.

Ever attend a Playback Theater production?  We saw friends for an overnight visit over in Portland and they took us to one of these  events.  Never heard of it. Improv troupe.  Participatory.  Member of the audience goes up front and tells a story or an anecdote.  The leader then suggests a "form" for the troupe to use.  Seven actors.  Form such as "story circle" or some phrases I had never heard of. Interesting enough and fun most of the time.   I wondered right away if it were not something that had grown out of therapy of various sorts, even as basic as AA and such.  Actors were good and the whole sense of actors workshop really did demonstrate the powers of the stage and acting.  People generally very poor at telling stories, it seemed.  So you had this sense of raw material being transformed into viable shape right  before your eyes.  

Monday evening 4 pm
Wish I could throw out what Freud and Jung said about the uncanny in six or seven easy words or so.  

The pop-up news about Foley caught me because it was the second unexpected "small worlds, full circles"
event of the past ten days.  

Last week we went to dinner with our neighbor friends to celebrate all of our birthdays.  A once-a-year ritual.  
Small gift exchanges.  Doug grew up in Hyde Park, his father a minister near UC campus at the big theological
seminary there, maybe high Baptist.  His parents are now 98 and still summer at their cabin further north
up in the White Mountains.  He had to go through boxes of old clothes so he came across a t-shirt he thought
would be a suitable birthday gift for me.  It is a cartoon gargoyle with the legend "HO-HO The University
of Chicago Is Funnier Than You Think." 

What he didn't know was that the shirt was designed and produced by a fellow we were very good friends with
back then in the 70s on campus.  Richard and Carol Kimmel lived two doors down in our married student
apartment building and we hung out with them all the time.  In fact Carol had just come for a visit with us
last summer, first time in thirty years.  Richard died some years ago and they had divorced years before that.  

And we still have our own t-shirt from then, so now we have two.  

So hearing about Saint JRF seems to belong to this uncanny "news" bin of things I really didn't want to have
re-appear.  But here they are.  

I "know" some of the names on Foley's Flashpoint online magazine and would say that like millions of us, the arrival
of the web brought us into publication of a sort after we had spent years toying around with writing ideas.  
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tuesday evening    Surprised myself and embarrassed that I got so pissed at the rental car people this morning.  Nothing they can do about it, a small operation.  Feeney is going to go with me to Concord tomorrow to get a Hertz car.  See if they have a decent one.  Maybe Hertz does shift its large fleet around between offices. 
Miserable wet weather continues.  Spot of sunshine this afternoon for about ten minutes and no real rain all day.  Small blessings.  So miserable of me to be so cranky and ungrateful. 
Oh, Virginia took a fall this morning in the tv room.  Luckily heavy carpeting helped cushion it.  Super wet sticky air, shoes drag on the carpet.  Took some Tylenol a few times.  Knocked the wind out of her and upset us both. 
Fresh volume of My Struggle arrived though so I can get back into that as my salvation.  Not, however, the Archipelago edition but a brand new trade paperback from FSG so you can see how the big house bought up the book as soon as it got lots of acclaim.  Wonder if Salvatore Scibona is reading it or taken note?  I think he's buds with J Galassi at FSG.
WEDNESDAY  late morning
maybe I embarassed myself yesterday morning and maybe not.  This morning we got a better car at Enterprise after a pretty good swim.  Hope we didn't offend Eric Bouchard when we said we would chase out the stranger in the pool.  Another guy showed up too and so Eric graciously moved on after only a lap or two.  Maybe he goes often during the week, especially in this rainy rainy weather when his crews are having a hard time keeping their work going.  He said the painters somehow manage---must be indoor painters and they must be using blowers to try to fan the paint dry. 
So, a better car and no need to have Bob Feeney drive me to Concord.  I tried the wet vac on the basement floor and now it does work and feels like attempting to mop up the red sea even after it got divided in half. 
Knausgaard giving me the big summer read.   Don't know if Esposito even has one going on his blog.  Have to check.  Had not found them very stimulating or fascinating I have to say.  People just don't have much interesting to say on a pop-up basis.  Twitter proves that as did most of my students.  Maybe in the coming shrinkage of the colleges, lecturing of a short will return.  Some sort of new knowledge-based conveyance of knowledge. 
The little book on Pessoa is most helpful in ways that Cousineau was not.  Pessoa really seems to have experienced multiple personality events and managed to turn them into poets and writing.  He invented his term for them, heteronymns. 
Now back to writing my Hotel Labyrinth book and publishing the blog book.  Hmmm. 

Monday July 18  oops now july 15
deeper and deeper into Knausgaard and by 329 in fsg edition really starting to hit paydirt. Guess I'll type up my personal collection and put them on my blog in a day or two after I finish the bloody volume.  Ordered number 2 already in uk paper edition.  The Archipelago editions are handsome as possible but not as bendably soft and nice to hold and handle.  This fsg is like a big Penguin and as comfy as possible.    I tweeted  Is Knausgaard literature or reality tv reading for the literati?  Paydirt was his use of "dilettante" my key word. 
"Compared to their heavy gloom [the poets} I felt like a lightweight, a dilettante with no understanding of anything, just drifting across the surface, watching soccer, who recognized the names of a few philosophers and liked pop music of the simplest variety."  335  FSG edition

Weds July 17
yesterday we went to the American Girl doll store in Natick.  Huge new wing of the mall.  Saw a Tesla, only showroom for it in New England.  The doll shop pretty impressive too.  Only one in New England.  Some developer group expanded this mall in 2008 just as the downturn was starting but it looks like it has survived ok. 

Finished Knausgaard at 2:20 today.  Earlier I found the original copy of volume one---under the pillows on the leather sofa in the living room where I must have taken a nap two weeks or so ago, July 3rd? day Virginia went for her colonoscopy or thereafter before we went to see Barb and Ed in Maine.  So now I have three copies? of volume one.  Don't tell anyone.  If it is the greatest work of literature at the moment perhaps Emma can sell them for huge profits when she is fifty.  She is now two. 
It is compelling and incredibly moving.  Incredibly?  well, yes, at the moment I do think so.  It weaves its web of power over you.  The death of the father and the birth of the son's vocation as a writer.  Simple as that and told with all the power inherent in the archetype---without however resorting to any of that kind of fancy lingo or large-type appeal. 
Let's assume it is a great work and let's imagine Joyce and Beckett and Bernhard, maybe Proust, Pessoa and Sebald, and others in the company, being here to enjoy the party.  Knausgaard creates the illusion of saying to them all----forget the schticks and tricks, forget your special style and angle, you should have just told the essence of the tale.  But isn't that what all the writers say in hindsight to their predecessors?  Students are already for sure writing dissertations on Knausgaard and analyzing the craft and skill and art with which he has invented his magical illusion of having just let the details unfold effortlessly from his keyboard. 
It caused furor in Norway for having written so honestly about the drinking and squalor of his father and his grandmother.  The worst sort of alcoholics living in their total filth.  His father died at fifty-four if my calculations are accurate, when Karl Ove was thirty. 
PAGE 329 in the FSG edition I began to mark passages using my own filiters of course.  That's when K begins to talk more directly about his desire to write, to be a writer.  Or if he did earlier in the book I took less notice.  He must have, slightly at least, because he has written one novel by now, the one he wrote when he was in the creative writing program at the Academy and which got turned down by a publisher.
He is now twenty-four. 
Lars Iyer likes to quote this Handke line--he tweeted it again recently and it works really well for Knausgaard: "Above all, it seems to me that the progress of literature consists of the gradual removal of all fictions. (Handke)"

Quote
When I was twenty-four I had a flash of insight: that this was in fact my life, this is exactly what it looked like and presumably always would.  That one's studies, this fabled and much-talked about period in a life, on which one always looked back with pleasure, were for me no more than a series of dismal, lonely, and imperfect days.  That I had not seen this before was due to the constant hope I carried around inside me, all the ridiculous dreams with which a twenty-four-year-old can be burdened, about women and love, about friends and happiness, about hidden talents and sudden breakthroughs.  But when I was twenty-four I saw life as it was.  And it was okay, I had my small pleasures too, it wasn't that, and I could endure any amount of loneliness and humiliation, I was a bottomless pit, just bring it on, there were days when I could think, I receive I am a well, I am the well of the failed, the wretched, the pitiful, the pathetic, the embarrassing, the cheerless, and the ignominious.  Come on! Piss on me!  Shit on me too if you want!  I receive!  I endure!  I am endurance itself!  I have never been in any doubt that this is what girls I have tried my luck with have seen in my eyes.  Too much desire, too little hope. 
Unquote  (329)

"I leafed through Adorno, read some pages of Benjamin, sat bowed over Blanchot for a few days, had a look at Derrida . . . and learned nothing, understood nothing, but just having contact with them, having their books in the bookcase, led to a shifting of consciousness, just knowing they existed was an enrichment, and if they didn't furnish me with insights I became all the richer for intuitions and feelings."  (330-331)

" . . . I, the king of approximation, . . .was after enrichment . . . .  the shadow of these sentences that could evoke in me a vague desire to use the language with this particular mood on something real, on something living.  Not on an argument, but on a lynx, for example, or on a blackbird or a cement mixer.  For it was not the case that language cloaked reality in its moods, but vice versa, reality arose from them."  (331)

". . . for thoughts, whatever good one can say about them, have a great weakness, namely, that they are dependent on a certain distance for effect.  Everything inside that distance is subject to emotions.  It was because of my emotions that I was starting to hold things back."  (332)

". . . the crux was that he musn't notice, he musn't find out that I harbored such emotions, and the evasive looks in such circumstances, emerged to conceal feelings rather than show them, . . . ."  (332)

"Now Espen was as dark and brooding as Hauge.  They were poets, I thought, that is how they are.  Compared to their heavy gloom I felt like a lightweight, a dilettante with no understanding of anything, just drifting across the surface, watching soccer, who recognized the names of a few philosophers and liked pop music of the simplest variety."  (335)

" . . . the difference between us, which I did not want to be visible, / would become obvious.  He would be the realistic, practical person; I would be the idealistic, emotion-driven one. . . . along with my tendency to cry all the time . . . ."  (345-346)

" . . . because I wasn't invited to that kind of gathering.  Why not, I had no idea.  I didn't care anymore anyway.  But there had been days when I had cared, days when I had been on the outside and had suffered.  Now I was only on the outside."  (377)

"One of the things Tonje liked best about me, I suspected, was that I was so fascinated by precisely that, by all the contexts and potential of various relationships, she wasn't used to that, she never speculated along those lines, so when I opened her eyes to what I saw she was always interested.  I had this from my mother, right from the time I went to school I used to carry on long conversations with her about people we had met or known, what they had said, why they might have said it, where they came from, who their parents were, what kind of house they lived in, all woven into questions to do with politics, ethics, morality, psychology, and philosophy, and this conversation, which continued to this day, had given my gaze a direction, I always saw what happened between people and tried to explain it, and for a long / time I also believed I was good at reading others, but I was not, wherever I turned I only saw myself, but perhaps that was not what our conversations were about primarily, there was something else, they were about Mom and me, that was how we became close to each other, in language and reflection, that was where we were connected, and that was also where I sought a connection with Tonje.  And it was good because she needed it in the same way that I needed her robust sensuousness."  (385-386)

"I knew it wasn't true, but that was how it felt, and it was feeling that was leading me, . . . ." (394)

"Furthermore, my wild state always became worse for that reason, as my drunkenness was not brought to a halt by sleep or problems of coordination, but simply continued into the beyond, the primitive, and the void.  I loved it, I loved the feeling, it was my favorite feeling, but it never led to anything good, and the day after, or days after, it was as closely associated with boundless excess as with stupidity, which I hated with a passion.  But when I was in that state, the future did not exist, nor the past, only the moment and that was why I wanted to be in it so much, for my world, in all its unbearable banality, was radiant."  (399)

"But that light, bantering tone of theirs, which Erling and Gunnar also shared had never been part of my nature, to put it mildly, . . . .  I was / unable to dissemble, unable to play a role, and the scholarly earnestness I brought into the house was impossible to keep at arm's length in the long run . . . ."  (419-420)

"I saw the rooftops in the residential area stretching down the road and remembered how I used to walk among them as a sixteen-year-old, bursting with emotions.  When everything I saw, even a rusty, crooked rotary dryer in a back garden, even rotten apples on the ground beneath a tree, even a boat wrapped in a tarpaulin, with the wet bow protruding and the yellow, flattened grass beneath, was ablaze with beauty."  (422)

"Death and gold.  I turned them over in my hand, one by one, and they filled me with disquiet.  I stood there and was frightened of death in the same way that I had been when I was a child.  Not of dying myself but of the dead."   (423)

"The day always came with more than mere light.  However frayed your emotions, it was impossible to be wholly unaffected by the day's new beginnings."  (437)

Knausgaard closes the book with a terrific passage that circles back to the opening meditation on death and gives us this great last line:  "And death, which I have always regarded as the greatest dimension of life, dark, compelling, was no more than a pipe that springs a leak, a branch that cracks in the wind, a jacket that slips off a clothes hanger and falls to the floor."  (441)


Monday  July 22

Dear Lars---

Badminton Ethics:  Love that too.  Because while I had had my monk years followed by study at Chicago with the likes
of Wayne Booth, Saul Bellow and Norman McLean, those years followed on with teaching for 35+ years at a Badminton Ethics uni---a small college in central New Hampshire where we had mostly Education majors and Phys Ed majors---skiiers and skateboarders and entrepreneural types.

(see "History Boys")

so --  Newcastle liberated you enormously from the monk years and from Blanchot et al 

the badminton science students and faculty of newcastle gave you the voices of your two clowns, 
W. and Lars  

Can they not look back, though, now, and re-see the monk years in their new lights?  Monks are
merely trying to perfect clown wanderings with desperate measures --  

did reading The Golden String figure?  Bede Griffiths?  Enormously beautiful book when one is
about 16.   

And Thomas Merton??  The Cloud of Unknowing?  I don't know Orthodox classics except for 
The Mystical Theology of   -- forget the full title Lossky  

I mentioned Nicholas Colloff because he is the only person I know who has been to Mt Athos and I think he actually went twice !

He tried to join the Dominicans (in Wisconsin) a few years ago at the age of about 38.  I told him not to--even after writing a letter in his favor---and then within the year he decided not to and they turned him down.  

The "seduction" of the monastery---could it be the most perfect form invented??  (see also Deleuze's essay on Venus in Furs -- Coldness and Cruelty---most important work of the 20th C top ten list 

cheers,  

Bob G  
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Monday

1. Iyer doesn't like these questions very much or, rather, he might prefer them worded a different way.   He has trouble answering them, although he does eventually.

2. He's very European in his attention to philosophy and theory of literature.  Unusual for a Brit, I think.

But, yes, there is a fair amount of overlap, although part of the overlap is with Wayne Booth and Bellow concerning (the authorial voice).  I really agree with these ideas, which I first heard from you earlier this year, and I doubt I would have ever reached these conclusions on my own except unconsciously as I worked on my stories.  When I  read your comments, they instantly struck me as something I had believed without truly being conscious of it.

You are also right that Iyer and I see the lit game today fairly similarly.  He bothers to get a small publisher to put his work out there, and it gets a few nice reviews and a few readers.  I don't bother with the small publisher and let readers who buy the works on Amazon review them.   However, he is far more self-conscious and, I suspect, autobiographical than I am as a writer.  I write about place I've live and people that I met in these place, albeit fictionalized.  Iyer strikes me as someone whose fiction is an attempt to work out "who am I?"

The  heat wave has broken here temporarily, but when I go out to peg's for the weekend, I turn off the airconditioner in my apartment.  Consequently, I return to an apartment with a temp in the 90s. I turn the ac and big fan back on immediately.  Right now (9:50 pm), I'm trying to get the temp down into  the 80s so, if I turn the fan so it blows on me in bed I can get some sleep.  By tomorrow the apartment will cool down to around 72-75, but when I return from Peg's on Sunday nights it's  tough in the summer.

I heard the England is having a heat wave and because almost no one in England has ac, over 800 people have died.  It's like France a year or two ago.

P


I think you're right on both counts.  Iyer is having a splash of success with a small group of illuminati on the blogosphere and small literati magazines and bookstores.  He's probably about 40 and hit a lucky streak about five years ago by turning his philosophical training into comic routine that continues the clown/tramp work begun in Godot.  His two characters, the same in all three "novels" of his trilogy, endlessly rehash the main talking points of lat 20th C lit chat and lit theory and phenomenological philosophy and for his generation of grad students it makes for nice entertainment.  They all had to try to plow through that stuff in their studies and so enjoy hearing phrases and terms thrown around with a kind of abandon that makes for great stand-up since they really couldn't have passed real exams on the obscure French theorists anyway.  Have you ever seen Blue Man Group?  We saw it years ago when it started in Cambridge and I've been amazed it has lasted so long and is now a fixture of night life in many cities.  Again---for audiences who had to sit through a semester or two of required art history, art humanities, etc, the comedy troupe mentions all the key people and key paintings and such from Van Gogh to Frank Lloyd to Pollock and everyone can nod head and enjoy the jokes and slapstick pratfalls.

Iyer no doubt is trying to figure out himself and I love it to be able to see now that when people do pontificate in places like book review supplements and especially now Interviews, they speak blithely about "the way things are now" when what they mean is
this is how I see it for the time being, or me and my buds (who will talk to me).  

Voice.  I wonder if this is why writers turn to writing drama or near-drama.  Even Cormac McCarthy's late novels are as lean and spare as almost scripts and screenplays.  Beckett turned to writing plays, Bernhard did too.  Have you ever thought of trying to write something in play form?  You see a lot of plays.  You should give it a try.  Plus you've even been an actor.

Surely it all comes down to one or two or three voices and they can spin along in story form.  The dominance of the narrator's voice is what I guess still makes novels more appealing to me.  I don't enjoy trying to read many plays.  I still like the voice of the narrative flowing along.  

We usually watch the british pbs detective shows.  Last night another Inspector Morse.  Like the actors a lot and what they can do.  But the basic script and genre form is really starting to irritate and bore.  Maybe I've seen too many.  

Death of the novel was a big topic when I was in college.  Now the websites talk about the death of literature.  Saw a good piece somewhere calling for an end to English departments.  He pointed out that the university study of literature only began in the
mid to late 19th C (like everything else we now take for granted).  Especially the study of modern literatures.  When I was in grad school there was still a faint hold-over aroma in the air that studying English lit was fine but that American lit was too young to have a real "body" and was of a lower grade in all respects and not really worth serious study.  

Could be that what we sensed as the Romance of writing, being a writer, was itself a mid-20th C thing generated by college study of literature and then of writing (creative).  And journalism, communication.  Academic study of these topics wears them out as it throws everything out of special keeping into common coin.

Publishing on a small scale for friends and whoever turns out to be pretty satisfying and much more like the way things always were for most writers in the history of the world.  Replace "handing around copies of your poems for friends at court" with posting on the internet and messaging various interest groups and it makes "new york publishing" from say 1870-1970 as the true historical anomaly.

Like the bankruptcy of Detroit.  So much of the current "new world" way of doing things reveals how overblown and inflated so much of what we had earlier taken for the real world actually was in truth.  Same for the deflation of the previous british empire.  

Saw a Tesla car last weekend at a new mall outside of Boston.  High-end electric car from silicon valley.  70k  Not sure it will make it, now with oil tracking postponing the "end of oil" for another few generations. ?  

New kind of ride service in boston now.  Uses some sort of app.  Much cheaper than getting a taxi.  You use your phone to give your location, car shows up to take you where you want to go.  Not sure the name.

Hope this easing of the heat wave holds for the rest of the summer.  Bet you do too.





Tuesday night
amazing to have news that the Tess Reed murder has been solved twenty-one years after the event---
saw it on Facebook---
we were all surprised to hear about this today.  this poor girl was murdered a block from our house.  we all knew her,
real shock to the whole campus and for years we all had suspicions and rumors about various people---quite amazing
to have a "tv" sort of thing spring back to life on the news like this ----




A Massachusetts inmate has been charged with the stabbing death of a New Hampshire woman 21 years ago, and a defense lawyer believes his client — already serving time for two murders — implicated himself. New Hampshire authorities said Craig Conkey, 46, is charged with first-degree murder and an alternate charge of reckless second-degree murder in the 1991 death of Theresa Reed, a 30-year-old associate registrar at Plymouth State University. Attorney Bernard Grossberg said he has a client by that name who is serving two life sentences for killing women in Lexington, Mass., in 1992 and 1994, and that his client contacted New Hampshire authorities last year about his involvement in a New Hampshire homicide.
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Facebook---
hope it is so.  my tweet If true a true relief too

fascinating email from Kirsten G about her new boyfriend -- hope they do go to south america and it does last for her -- 

No tweets out of Lar Iyer.  Maybe I overdid it.  Maybe he's on vacation, traveling, over worked, working on his book, pissed at all my thoughts and questions and impositional readings of my life onto his life and ideas.  Does my envy and jealousy come through in such stuff?  My own cries for attention?  No doubt. 

gorgeous full moon right off to the right tonight

Weds   July 24 
great swim this morning.  Eric Bouchard and Char and we all agreed about what a relief it was to have that murder indictment announced.  Shows how long you hold that stuff in your body.  I emailed Dick Mertens and Mark Christensen. 
two tweets (just to show Lars no hard feelings.  He did tweet today---one hour ago if twitter is to be believed--- Sal: 'Why don't you write your own philosophy?' W.: 'Look at us!. And, turning to me: Look at him!'
no reply from Kirsten tho to my long tickle to her last night
cooked quinoa for lunch --  avocado salad
long messages from my correspondents---
this from Mark Christensen
Bob,

That was a sudden message from the past.  That happened the year after I
left, but I was still following the news.

We have lost touch with each other.  What's up with you?  Are you painting?

I'm now long divorced, single again, with my mother living with me.  She's
88 and very hearing impaired, but intellectually sharp.  Reads a lot;
plays bridge; does the shopping and cooking.

I'm teaching.  This past May I completed a B.A. in Music, with a vocal
emphasis.  The last two years as both full time teacher and full time
student have been arduous.  Self discipline and time management were very
much in play.  Still, I gave a senior recital that set a couple of dubious
records:  oldest vocal recitalist in BSU history (by 25 years) and only
professor in another discipline ever to do that.  I actually attended my
graduation ceremony for the first time out of six degrees.

The poems keep coming.  I have a new collection of prose poems due out
this fall.  Title is Broken Welds.

The teaching continues to be varied and satisfying.  This coming fall I'm
teaching a graduate seminar in composition theory, a liberal education
course in understanding poetry, an English Education course in methods of
teaching English in secondary schools, and a capstone course for our BFA
degree in creative writing.  Quite a variety; I am looking forward to it
with great pleasure.

I do hope you and yours are well.  I've enjoyed thinking about you again.
I often talk about you in my writing/rhetoric courses.  I hope your ears
burn inexplicably occasionally.

Mark
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from Kirsten
tee hee. a colleague of mine googled him, too. you guys are doing all my work for me.

will check out iyer, though feeling like i've indulged in too much insanity the past week or so and now need to find some kind of equilibrium

sobering up, literally and (i hope) figuratively

i feel fondness for bolano but yeah, no devotion

evergreen, i don't think so--maybe linkedin misled? yes, marathon, ultramarathon, mountaineering freak--and maybe not for the right reasons (are there any right reasons to be into that stuff? or into anything of course)

not a quaker, just a quaker college, i think. raised catholic in philly. from totally normal stock who nonetheless managed to screw him up

into drug experiences (though hasn't done for a while) wants to do, uh, all kinds of things. . . or at least needs to feel that it's possible he might. which i can, of course, relate to.

okay, fun is over (for now)

project equilibrium restoration begins. reading, writing, studying spanish, deciding whether south america somewhere really a good idea (still quite possibly yes--feeling so dead here)

wonder how you're occupying yourself. still painting? writing or thoughts of writing? hope you feel able to go after whatever you most need/crave--you totally should--wonder if some kind of artistic residency/retreat appeals (whether painting or writing)

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from Phil
"Compare Homer's prolepsis to Shakespeare's ghosts and to Dante's premonitions, then contrast these with Ibsen's reversals, Chekov's irresolution, and Kafka's absurdity in the light of omniscient narrators in Jane Austen, narrative delay in Henry James, and free indirect speech in Joyce.   Time: one hour."

The above quote may or may not actually have been an hour test in some lit class, but it is used by Lee Siegel, a guy with a PhD in Literature from Columbia (who studied with Lionel Trilling) to argue in an article entitled "Who Ruined the Humanities?" that the study of literature should be dropped from colleges and universities.   Great books should be introduced to students in high school, he argues, but after that just let people read because post-WWII literature study in colleges and universities has produced little more than idiocies such as the test question above.

He also argues that the study of literature really got started in the US only after WWII as a way to sop up all the vets who wanted to go to college, learn a little bit about the world, but not work too hard.   Then it became a career opportunity and newly "doctored" profs started to ruin the reading experience with a bunch of "theories" that just keep getting more ridiculous every year.  He adds that studying the humanities as THE way to learn to think analytically and write well is a claim that amounts to pure horse manure.

I think he has a point, but even this guy admits that some profs can enhance the reading experience to a point that the student would never have reached on his/her own.  Some profs, as he admits,  are spectacular, although most are not ( which, of course, is true of nearly every group on earth). 


Is literature dead or dying?  In my opinion, no.  Will it lose most of its mass influence?  Absolutely.   The world is splintering in soooo many ways.  It ain't just literature that is facing a great splintering, but politics, philosophy/religion, all the arts, life styles - you name it, it's coming apart.

****
Like you and Va, Peg and I watch the PBS Brit detective shows, and, because Peg has  cable, we also watch (on the MHz channel) detective shows from Italy, Germany, Sweden, Norway, and France.    At first I really liked them all, but like you I'm growing weary of them.  Time and time again these days, I say to myself: "I don't believe this plot at all.  It's just what writers come up with to produce a weekly or monthly show.  It's farfetched nonsense and, more and more, these shows get like American cop shows: gotta have a car chase or a foot race or some sort of 'action.'  Ho hum! "  At first one is interested because it's a different culture and unfamiliar personality types.  But once the viewer is familiar with the background and character-types, one starts to pay attention to the story, and that's when the whole thing starts to fall apart. 

(I think whatever happened to the woman who lived down the block from you will prove to be much less "interesting" than the plots of TV shows.  Instead, it will be all too familiar to the police and all too real: death by dumb-fuck for no good reason.)

Incidentally, Laurence Fox, who plays Hathaway on the Inspector Lewis series, may be the son of some semi-famous  Brit actor also named Fox.  These days I always wonder how some actor got a plum role and frequently it's because of his family.

 Yes, indeed, I have considered writing plays.  Indeed, I think I often write my stories from the viewpoint of an actor.  My cousin in Connecticut once asked me why I had so much dialogue in my novels.  I think it's my acting background coming out.   I see scenes in terms of characters interacting and not so much from the point of view of the background author.   It's another reason I write often in the first person.  I can get inside a character's head and stay there.  To me, that's more credible than an author explaining what the characters don't reveal.

Phil
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note from Mark most surprising.  Wonder how I should reply after all these years?  Strange to have him say he quotes me ! in his classes---that is hard to believe. 

Kirsten urges me to write--always nice--always what writers say to one another wistfully--- do seriously consider writing your short boring and banal novel thing

Splintering that is the key term---and the way the world will seem to us until we're well out of it


I had seen Siegel's piece and liked it and was going to send it to you.  Turns out he's now about 55, perfect age for realizing that what he used to take for granted is now all over.  Of course he's right in his way and in fact he is proposing a sort of new form of the old idealism.  But what else can any of us do.  Literature of course is not over and everything is getting re-configured.  And just as with the death of the novel and all other cultural deaths, we will all be surprised at how much sheer inertia will keep lots of things going far longer than we had thought possible.  Or "sustainable" to use the new term that I really still can't stand!  I'm sure Sitter would give Siegel a very calm, measured response showing him how and why he misreads the whole situation.  At least I think he would.  

Humanities will definitely shrink in various ways and plug themselves into other "collaborative" programs.  Never underestimate the sticking power of a higher ed payrolled cog!  As a former cog I know how we can re-adjust ourselves to serve on the next committee.  In fact just as I was leaving that world I noticed
that there's a new move for humanists to team up with the techies---the computer support people---of course, follow the money.  You'll get a degree
in the decadent movement in Euro-American culture and the future of perma-culture in the development of wind power economics.  Stuff like that.  
Entrepreneuralism with a vengeance in the academy because any word can be combined with any other word to make a task force, a cross-discipline discipline,
a "new" grant application funding source.  

Really like your last line--- It's another reason I write often in the first person.  I can get inside a character's head and stay there.  To me, that's more credible than an author explaining what the characters don't reveal.

I've gravitated to first-person fiction over the years I think for that sort of reason.  I trust that voice much more than the "omniscient" puppeteer in third-person fiction.   I'm reading Leonard Cohen's second novel, Beautiful Losers, published 1966 and now a real time capsule experience.  

Also started a big new work by a Norwegian---Karl Ove Knausgaard---gotten lots of hype.  He is pretty good and writing about his own life---or a subtly manipulated version of it which he somehow manages to make really compelling.  Maybe we're all just tired of the formulas for a while.

Thurs afternoon  July 25  Santiago feast day  reminder the sad train wreck in Spain
nice repy from Lars---see he was not mad at me at all
Hi Bob,

Ah, so you've worked at a badminton ethics university - very funny!

Well, I mentioned my monk years in this interview:


Coldness and Cruelty - very fine, read it when it came out first in translation. Must reread.

Lossky - yes, I know his Mystical Theology (actually, I'd forgotten that title). The Philokalia ...

Unlikely that I'll do a further W and Lars book, but it would have them going over the monk years again, if they did.

best,
Lars

also got a nice hello from Karolyn Kinane while we lunched at the Co-Op in Concord.  She's at the end of her first sabbatical and doesn't want to go back.  Needed to confess that to someone and I was the perfect image. 
ok so later the disappointment sets in in the sense that Iyer has turned his grad school student wit into a splash of authorial success among a coterie of grad students in philosophy and lit and his kind reply to my needling has shown me again that yes I threw too much at him and what I had imagined was nothing of what he had to offer back.  He was not in the orthodox and benedictine schools as a devout youngster but he went to Patmos after or during his grad school wanders because in typical English fashion he wanted someplace warm and cheap to live out of UK for a while and he lived with the monks on Patmos because they would let him hang out in exchange for a few chores and he could live cheaply in the English fashion.  What did I expect or want by investing so much in wanting a reply from him?  I guess I wanted to be the clever, witty grad student all over again.  Or I wanted the adulation of another student, I was missing again the classroom, my classroom, where I could be the leading wit and have the youngsters laugh at my jokes and hang around after and want to have a drink.  Falstaff's folly all over again.  that sort of thing  Ah well

FRIDAY right after noon 
composing tweets while we swam earlier this morning. 

after The Party dried up, everyone wallowed in Fellow Traveler swag
Phil on July 24
Funny you should mention Sitter, then talk about how  humanities profs are latching onto other disciplines.  That's exactly what John told me at the reunion that he was about to do at ND.   He was joining some cross-discipline team devoted to ecology and saving the planet.  I think he even mentioned it in his bio for the reunion booklet.  However, I still can't see what 18th century English poetry can contribute to this effort.

Miller told me recently that Sitter confessed to him back in the mid 60s that he was having a hard time at Harvard.  I'm sure he did since I had trouble at Exeter.  I suspect that John got his phd at the U of Minnesota because his overall record at Harvard was fairly mediocre.  I recall Vicki, his wife at the time, saying that John didn't do well on tests but did better on papers.   I think he got better as time went on and eventually published a couple of books that aren't bad.  However, I'm still baffled about why Cambridge U Press chose him to edit the poetry anthology.  I have to believe England is filled with people who could do it, probably better than John.  I asked him about this at the reunion and his answer was pretty vague.  I got the feeling that he was willing and available to do the job for a certain price and others weren't, but that's just a guess.

Of course, I didn't do very well at Brown, but that was mainly because I was "majoring in motorcyles."  After Exeter, I got nothing but A's in my first report card at Brown.   At that point I said fuck it and began drinking my way through college. In the end I didn't get an A in any of my courses in my 4 years, but I did manage to get Cs in some courses without reading a single page of any of the assigned  books. 

By the way, the fact that your ex-students keep in  touch with you says good things about the value of your classes at PSU. 

Phil 
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Friday July 26  beautiful evening out   Zero debt balances on the credit cards as of today.  Curious to see if we can make it through the rest of the year with no further withdrawals from TIAA.  Not so sure at this point but I think our big expenses are over for the year. 
Saturday evening  Actually walked through campus a bit earlier, front of Blair dorm.  Deserted.  First time I've done that in two years or more?  Gorgeous day.  We drove to Lebanon and walked the common, delightful lunch on the terrace and three tomatoes.  I will at nothing tonight just to see if I really can do it, Brad Pilon style, though at the thought all afternoon I've said well, maybe lettuce only, maybe a wee bit of chicken stir-fry which Va wants with leftover couscous.  Tired though and waiting for the kids to arrive probably Sunday afternoon, evening, or Monday.  Dave's concert in Cheshire might be this evening and not last night.  I was so keen to answer Mark C's email the other day but now I'm not.  Twenty-two years since he was here, twenty-one I guess.  He was here year after Tess Reed's murder.  Whatever I had thought I had to say to him is probably best left in the empty mental bin of lost messages, forgotten impulses.
What I do want to note is how sweet Pessoa's Book of Disquiet is when you finally finish it.  Cousineau definitely missed that about it.  Somehow he too intently graphed it with his formalist grid, intent on making it like Eliot and successfuly (american?) coherent modernism.

How quiet and gentle Pessoa is compared to Joyce for instance.  All his early century bluster and blarney hidden behind the  hocus-pocus of every language, every symbol, every fancy gold braid he could think of, even using the ordinary Jewish guy to craft an anti-hero for Dublin.  Maybe I should read a few pages of Ulysses just to recall that my edge against Joyce is unjustified and late-invented.  Why I don't know?  Memory of adolescence and loving Portrait of the Artist and seeing myself as the Catholic wannabe writer like Stephen Dedalus and knowing later that I understood at the time nothing of the ironies Joyce was working out and was instead a ready idiot for taking it all at face value.  Something like that?  Not important really.  What about Pessoa and Beckett.  Again, the gentle, weary anxious sweetness versus the harsher and more bitter emptiness of Beckett.  But he came so long after Pessoa and so much more had happened to everyone after the opening third of the century. 

For my money, though, has anyone written about my two pet topics better than Pessoa?  Feelings and envy?  Disquiet is his and I can match it somewhat with a lifelong anxiety about everything.  But I have to re-read what he says about envy and about feeling in the sections as the end because they are so superb.  Cousineau neglected them, did not understand them, did not understand Pessoa at all. 

Sunday night  --  feels really like rain coming---heavy gray wet air
nice day though.  walk at docks, model in pink bathing trunks and his girl rented standing paddle boards.  He looked so perfect and had a spray on tan of some sort.  She as pale and thin as a rail. 
Vanity Fair uses the Proust Questionnaire.  I'm inventing the Pessoa Test:  the email I sent to Mark earlier.  A test about dreaming and reality which the taker/recipient can choose to answer any way he wants to and reveal thereby what for him is dream and what real and for the sender what is real and what is dream.  All in Fernando's spirit of inquiry into disquiet, tedium, dream, weather and writing. 

Short chat with Dave earlier.  They will drive up tomorrow evening. 

Monday almost 3pm.  About to shower and thunder rumbling in anticipation.  Can't recall if I tweeted my tweet from the other day.  "You are always robbing exhilaration to pay for anticipation."
Any idea what I could possible be trying to mean with this??
Heavy shower, sure to re-wet the basement and feed the black mold once again. 
Hope the kids are not on the road right now.  Glad we are not.  Handed in the Enterprise car this morning and walked ALL THE WAY BACK HOME.  Slowly.  Checked on the Map App and indeed it says it was exactly One Mile.  Wow. 
Thunderous downpour. 
No word from Mark.  Hope I didn't offend him, irritate, aggravate or worse.  Do I have some compulsion to do this sometimes?  Craving attention of any sort?  Or am I misreading because I'm full of imagined dread and disquiet?  Is disquiet really strong enough a word in English?  What was the Portuguese?  What was the Norwegian (in Knausgaard?)  What if he never replies?  Ok, never know.  That would be ok too.  Might show me more than a reply itself.  Part of the whole PTSD tangle that the murder itself created for all of us at the time even though we never fully realized it?  Shock unnerves us.  We know that.  He may not have known about Virginia's stroke?  Forget completely who I told and who I did not. 
Feeney talks about going to Dartmouth.  Last night I looked at the faculty of the MALS programs.  Don Pease's CV is astounding.  Incredibly long and impressive.  He's the King of American Studies it seems.  Didn't realize he had published so much. 
Just called Dave at 4:02.  They are in Tilton having pizza at Uno's and plannning to shop for Cécile and Emma.  So now I have no idea what we will figure for dinner since I bought ravioli at Walmart earlier.  Look up Squam Lakes to see if they are open.  I guess we can always go to Docks.  But it will be late.  Hot dogs or hummus on toast? 

almost 6 pm  Browsing in the new bio of Cohen for background on Beautiful Losers.  Irving Layton was Cohen's best older friend when Cohen was twenty and Layton was forty.  Page 67 Cohen gives the best answer I've seen on the question of such a friendship and on how the novel portrays the relationships.  It is such a great portrait of the whole age and time---written while on drugs of various sorts and living on Hydra, nine months time, long stretches of desperate writing, bent on proving the second novel could be as brilliant and prize-winning as the first had been but much different.  So a wild and experimental joy ride or trippy exploration of a book.  Really conjures so much, since we came ten years after the whole thing.  1966 we were in college but Cohen was already launched as a personality, writer, poet, song writer, traveler.  Exactly ten years older than we are.  I'm going to have to read the first novel too.  Companion pieces they will be to Knausgaard.  Conflicting zeitgeists playing off each other.

Tuesday  July 30
Dave and I went to the bank to deposit his Houghton check.  Gorgeous clear dry day.  Bringing in thai smile for lunch, Emma now asleep.  2:30.  They arrived yesterday evening.  

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